I think it's been extremely long ever since I touch on my blog. At least I have maintained by blogging once a mth last time but not anymore. Heh, too busyy!! Well, as you know it's actually my holidays :) been slacking quite alot now compared to a couple of mths back. As all of us striving hard to score well for exams? But I did badly :( Gonna really put in extra extra effort for e upcoming one. I must and I have to!! Okay skip that!
I'm actually working now as an receptionist, yes I changed job, again... I actually kind of like it because I can see and work with different people from different parts of Singapore. I came across this woman which is supposed to be my colleague but now my ex-colleague. The first day I saw her, I really like her as she's nice and sweet.. We had lunch together and she's really being herself (that's what I feel). However, second day she actually shouted at the customer telling her to get lost when she's e one in wrong? And she claims that the customer is bullying her? Well, it shocks me. At that moment, I was trembling. I never knew she would turn to become another person. She was such a sweet and friendly girl and hyperactive?? The worst thing was, she shouted at e customer yet she claimed that the customer was bullying her. You guys might ask maybe the customer really bully her. And I can tell you that, the customer wasn't bullying her in fact the customer spoke to her nicely because I was there, I am the only witness. I never expect this kind of things would happen because we are CSA. Even if customer's at fault, we can't blame/accuse them but to say sorry - that should be an authorized CSA. Result for being so rude to customer: she got terminated.
And recently, I came across a bunch of people that disappoints me. They were a group of people I used to respect. They might be bitches (gossips a lot) but I know they have heart in them - a really kind and innocent one. And after this incident I guess I was wrong? I never knew things would be so complicated. I never knew I would be the hot topic for being the culprit of a fall out between 2 friends. And I definitely knew I was disrespected by a bunch of girls. Yes, from the surface e fall out I might be the culprit. But does any of you knows the WHOLE and REAL story behind the 3 of us? I doubt so. You guys might be friends of theirs (the boys) and definitely want to protect them. But I don't think it's right to actually accuse me for being the MAIN culprit. Or rather, there shouldn't have any culprit to this matter. Its love anyway? But I'm also not saying I totally have no wrong.Yes, I'm wrong to not include that they might fall out. But I guess love has no explanation. Moreover, it's not a thing that could click and things would go back to normal. I'm upset that they actually fell out but what more can I do? Turn back time? Impossible. It might be a year plus already but this thing definitely needs more time. Maybe 5 years? Maybe 10? Who knows? I have no idea how did this topic jumps to e other. What I knew was, the things you guys said were really upsetting and horrible? The things I regretted doing was actually to play along (even for only that few mins). By playing along, its already considered that I'm actually accepting your "game". And I realized so long I accept it, I'm at the losing side because eventually I will get hurt. I decided not to and just let it be. I never knew this would happen. From a hi-bye friend to such a stranger? I respected you guys because you all were his friends. But thanks, you guys really made me realized some things. Values are around us, but who has it? But heh, also realized I was quite weak in handling such stuff.. But ahh this is getting really wordy. Shall stop here :))
Last thing, I'm grateful to those that have been cheering me up and encouraging me! Thanks alot! You guys know who you are :)) <3
